To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/03/05 06:23
Subject: RE: [K-list] Partners
From: Rich
On 2003/03/05 06:23, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Rita... Nice to hear from you :)
> Listen to that heart. Listen very carefully with that
> heart, even if it seems to change it's mind. The heart
> doesn't lie.
Sure... But it can take me in circles ;) A reason I don't always understand.
> > Would Goddess help you? I asked and received. In
> > fact the girl I met was so
> > close to what I wrote down on my goals list it
> > surprised me. However I
> > didn't consider what 'past' she might come with. Too
> > superficial!
>
> I'm not clear here - do you mean that her past was too
> superficial, or that you were being too superficial in
> not considering that she may have had a complicated
> past? Was her past something that could be worked
> through given enough time or was she maybe not patient
> enough or not ready enough to do that? (I guess I'm
> confused, probably just the words getting in the way,
> because you don't strike me as a superficial person,
> and I don't know what a 'superficial' past means.)
No... My request... The past is hard to shift if the person prefers it to
the present. I wasn't trying to shift it but when K inflates another's egos
and issue and they are close to you it's not nice. Those things become yours
if you care about the other. I wouldn't tune into it at least what I was
weary of if possible.
Later she started manipulating me and doing things to get me annoyed because
she knew a way she could suck on my energy. Very childish stuff. Got tired
of this too many times and gave her up (again).
Then she came over and I just emptied myself of judgment and faced her.
Observing her from witness. Pointed out what I saw and she started to cry a
lot. Good tears. Releasing the locks on the things she could not give up
before. Saw her energy brighten up and fell into one space again. No
separation. Intuitive connection.
Weird to have to go through this extreme before someone is prepared to make
a step to let go. Before it became a silly game to her. As much as I tried
to detach from it I still seem to get a load.
> Yes, sometimes that is the price, isn't it? But seems
> like something that Goddess is presenting you both, so
> maybe something that *needs* to be gone through? At
> least that is how I look at it. (And sometimes wading
> through *their* issues is the same thing as wading
> through our own issues, from my experience.)
>
To care but not care. Acting without attachment. Middle path.
Some of her stuff reflected me. And helped me off-load stuff. Shown me about
getting entangled with others. This was beyond me at times.
Rich
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