To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/03/02 00:28
Subject: Re: [K-list] Partners
From: hbrost
On 2003/03/02 00:28, hbrost posted thus to the K-list:
And if anyone out there did find a compatible
relationship, how did it
happen. Are Kundalites eventually and energetically
drawn to other
Kundalites?
Dear Charles,
What's very sad to me is recent realization that my energy has <always> been
too much for everyone...sigh. I'm not into the drama queen act, nor do I
require extra "handling fees." Personally, I'm always drawn to the
charismatic narcissistic nincompoops. Why? I don't know, except perhaps
their feeding on my excess emotional charge attracts them to me as well. In
the end, however, I realize what terrible vampires they are and either make
life totally unbearable for them (!) and they run for safety, or I stop the
emotional torture to myself.
I would absolutely love to find a K-awakened individual to simply "talk
with" perhaps in a dating environment. It could be that we'd be too much
for each other. My "intensity" always draws that comment..."Have you always
been THIS intense?" ;-) Well, perhaps if I'd meet someone as intense I'd
be OK with it, I don't know.
Lately, I must say, I've been "feeling" how the presence of a like kind
would be, and it feels good. I make up a profile, visualize the
person/personality and see how it fits! This could be the first step toward
finding this particular individual, since I try to visualize it from my
Source and not my ego. I don't want another narcissist.
Regarding the sexuality of it all, narcissists love the fact they are simply
THE best partners of all time! And they are...just don't try to love them.
And don't trust them with your girlfriends, wives, sisters or lovers!
They're sexual rabbits. Their egos need overload in compliments and usually
it's regarding their sexual prowess. I believe the Kundalini awakened
something in me that for whatever reason requires the "services" of these
...people? I know there are other lists for this type of discussion,
however, but my answer does fit your question...in a way. ;-)
Love,
Hety
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