To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/11 19:08
Subject: Re: [k-list] claustrophobia
From: Paul Perner
On 2003/02/11 19:08, Paul Perner posted thus to the K-list:
From: Charles <charles AT_NOSPAM thaitherapy.co.uk>
> .................
> the same city, she is at university in cambridge.
> ...............
> i have since met another girl who i have started a relationship with and
> .............
> our conversation was deep and intense as we discussed meditation,
witchcraft
> and kundalini.
We must keep in mind that Kundalini et. al. is a
fascinating subject. Socially, we can impress and
become impressed. It's good to try and see to
what all the different spices are doing in a recipe
before we put it in the oven.
Heartbreak Hotel can be just a kiss away.
> well i suddenly had this strange sensation creep up on me whilst we were
> talking. i couldnt mistake it for being cold because the shivering started
> at my core. i could feel myself shaking around my spinal cord all the way
up
> to my brain. and the shiver got stronger and stronger until my whole body
> was visibly shaking and my skin was freezing......
I not sure if you felt K or a very strong dose
of emotion and good, old fashioned love/body
chemistry. It could have been some of both?
> ............
> i felt very relieved to get away but since then i have felt really out of
> sorts. ive tried to meditate but i find it really difficult to connect. i
> feel angry and have a sense of underlying heaviness and darkness similar
to
> that i had picked up from her when i met her on friday.
Now I'm starting to relate.
>
> she sent me an email today that said:
> .....................
> >> but i would have you remember that there are far more forces at work
>
> >> in our spirits and lives than we can fathom or dare to imagine
>
> im feeling confused about who she is and what she wants.
My own impressions:
She's born of heart of England... steeped in romance
and aligned with powerful, Western spiritual cross-currents
that can be burdensome or liberating.
You're young... she's young... you're both very aware.
She's a conduit for a lot of stored energy in the
Cambridge area (so I would guess). Maybe you're
also a lightening rod, so it doesn't take much more
than being in the same room to spark a Telsa Coil.
Take everything slow.
Paul
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