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Recieved: 2003/02/08  22:11  
Subject: Re: [k-list] claustrophobia 
From: felix
  
On 2003/02/08  22:11, felix posted thus to the K-list: 
 On Sat, 8 Feb 2003 13:25:35 -0700 
"hbrost" <hbrost AT_NOSPAM skysearch.com> wrote: 
 
>  
> IMO you're right on target.  For many years now -- ha!  twenty? -- I really cannot stand being around people in public places, in tight spaces and elevators used to drive me nuts!  
 
I know the feeling. I spend an average of 22 hours a day 
alone at my house that's fairly isolated. I only go to the 
grocery store and to a restaurant for brunch, where I used 
to sit with others, but for the last coupla months... alone. 
When I was younger I never dreamed it would have come to 
this. If I were depressed or unhappy I might understand it 
better, but I find life very amusing as it is. 
 
Sometime I think about not socializing any more than I do 
and force myself to go where some people are, but when I get 
there, I catch myself being uncomfortable just trying to be 
nice to people for their sake, and soon I leave to be allone 
with myself again. ;-) 
 
felix 
 
 
  
 
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