To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/03 15:38
Subject: [k-list] Fun, Fun, Fun????
From: Danalla
On 2003/02/03 15:38, Danalla posted thus to the K-list:
Greetings,
Before you continue reading this I do want to give you
a warning. If you pick up things very well from
messages you may not want to read this as I am doing a
bit of venting.
Wondering when abundance is coming. Been struggling
very hard to keep my business going. Up till now I
have been making bills on time but now am falling
behind.
Then something else not so great and wonderful
happened. My car was just vandalized bad. Whoever did
it knew it was my car because of some of the things
they wrote on it. But it was also someone that knows
cars. They broke the lock on the passenger side and
stole my registration sticker and went through my
glove compartment. They also flattened all 4 tires
and bent my antenae. Thought that was it till I tried
starting it. They removed a lot of parts from my
engine. Have no clue how much repairs will cost. My
insurance will not pay for vandalism. It is an older
car so I'm possibly gonna chalk it up as a complete
loss.
The police kept asking me if I ever had problems with
people at the store. I never had to throw anyone out
or ask anyone to leave. I only moved into this area
less than 2 years ago so I haven't even had time to
make very many friends let alone make some enemies.
I find that I'm very filled with fear now. I jump at
every little sound. Makes it hard when you have a
business and you work by yourself and you have
strangers coming in all day long. My parents told me
to watch my back... but from who. That's what scares
me the most. Having no clue who did this or why.
Wondering if they are going to come after the store or
me next.
My one friend who has lived here almost 10 years told
me it's just like the people in this area to do that.
If you are enlightened in any way they want to bring
you back down to the level they are at.
I slept very little last night. I woke up several
times crying from nightmares that people were after
me. Everytime the furnace turned on or the
refrigerator started I woke up. Every time a car
passed by outstide I jumped. I'm working on releasing
this fear. I know whatever Goddess has planned for me
will happen.
Thanks for giving me a place to vent a little. I feel
a little better talking about it to people that
understand how I feel.
Blessings
Danalla
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