To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/01/26 19:19
Subject: Re: [k-list] What is pain for?
From: Acara
On 2003/01/26 19:19, Acara posted thus to the K-list:
--- felix <felix AT_NOSPAM intrstar.net> wrote:
>
> Yeah, I thought I was special. LOL!!
Acara: I was so moved by the recall of your
situation, Felix. You are so special for several
reasons. One is your ability to open your experience
to the List. Your pain was staggering and coming
through your words.
I suspect this situation
> dictated how I
> lived my life. I was always dealing with it and
> attempting
> to find middle ground.
Acara: We've discussed a little about karmic ties on
the list. Several years ago I fell into the habit of
going into past lives to seek the connection with
different people. This was especially valuable to me
in trying to adjust to feelings about a man I was with
for several years. When stormy times hit, instead of
leaving, I found myself fogged in and riding the storm
out. I loved him and still do, although we are no
longer together. Everything and nothing seemed to fit.
But I felt there was so much more to it. When I went
back, and it was very far back, I kept finding
different lives connected with him. We've played many
roles for one another over many incarnations. Yet none
of them seemed to explain this to me. Finally, way
back, there was an incarnation where he'd gotten us
fed to crocodiles (thieves and lover), and way, way
back another, where he'd killed our child. One day we
were meditating, and as I often did, I asked for
clarification. Ken experienced the crocodiles, so it
was electrifying and illuminating to share that
together. I teased him about that life time, and both
of us were okay with it. Still, I searched, feeling
there was more. Then, our child and Ken's actions
surfaced. I felt my guts twist with pain, sheer rage
and a powerful desire for vengenace as I relived that
life and experience. Bingo! So much of our situation
became blindingly clear in that short flash snipped
from that life so many ages ago. Blessings on your
journey, Acara
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