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Recieved: 2003/01/22  15:40  
Subject: Re: [k-list] Helping others.... 
From: percyval
  
On 2003/01/22  15:40, percyval posted thus to the K-list: 
 ----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Acara" <atthepeacock AT_NOSPAM yahoo.com> 
>  I remain very expectant of the experience with the 
> people on this list. I "feel" something extrodinary is 
> in store for this list. 
 
hi Acara, 
 
i am happy to read this last message... with your talk yesterday of making a 
wrong turn, i thought you were perhaps ready to move on... i would have 
surrendered to the loss, but i am very happy with what is... that is, you 
still being among us... 
 
> Acara:  Smiling back at you.  It is well, Percyval.  I 
> wish for no surrender from a perfect Knight.  What 
> makes me squinty eyed is why you would feel the urge 
> to "poke" at me? 
 
perhaps i wished for the joy of surrender for you... but i really don't know 
the reason for my calling to poke at you... 
 
> And I hope it has not run its 
> course. I'm a'thinking, that is a good thing.  If your 
> heart tells you to poke at me, then it is okay. 
 
and now my heart says that i have poked enough... for now, anyways... to say 
what one what one will or will not do in the future, is making a commitment 
to not follow your heart in the present... (this may be confusing, but i 
mean exactly what i said) 
 
> Acara:  This experience on the list has been totally 
> different and very mystifying to me. You must realize 
> this or else you would not have asked the question.  I 
> belong to 20 Lists, even moderate a group called 
> LeMurian/Atlanteans, and frequent the Rainbow Spirit 
> chat site.  > In other lists and the chat, I'm accepted 
> for my energy and my straight forward manner-- that is 
> also true of the many I'm associated with on a daily 
> basis in 3d.  That is not to say everyone agrees with 
> me.  So, yes, this list has been a totally different 
> and very challenging experience in some ways. 
 
i had no idea what your situation was on other lists... it was just a 
question from my heart for some other unknown reason... although your answer 
does bring me a smile... 
 
> I can tell you this, I don't take 
> prisoners...LOL.  Please don't surrender--ever. 
 
i surrender constantly... although perhaps you misunderstood my play on the 
double meaning/feeling of the word "surrender"... and it was not a surrender 
to you, although i played with the word in that manner in my last post, as i 
told you that i am finished with my poke fest... 
 
one wise and crazy person who passed thru this list said that Westerners 
cannot relate to the word "surrender" because we associate it with losing 
and giving up... he makes a good point about our common association with the 
word... but i think he is mistaken about it being an ecstasy that Westerners 
are incapable of  feeling from SURRENDER.... 
 
the strength of a Jedi Knight comes from surrender to The Force... perhaps 
that will help some understand how i use the word SURRENDER... 
 
consider the words  SURRENity and SURRENDipity... *smiling* 
 
warmly, 
 
percyval 
 
 
 
 
  
 
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