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Recieved: 2003/01/12  05:21  
Subject: [k-list] Terrible Mother's Force is always the Real Doer and Se 
From: rkshankar
  
On 2003/01/12  05:21, rkshankar posted thus to the K-list: 
 Dear Serpent 
 
> From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <Mystress AT_NOSPAM Kundalini-Gateway.org> 
 
Just an 'apt' way of addressing you in the new 'serpent' list, I thought 
I shall later revert in this very e-mail to the usual way of addressing you 
as 'Mystress' 
 
>    Jason, Hillary and Susan have been combing through the list of nearly 
>    400 people who posted in 2002, and sending out invitations 
My 'loud' cheers to Jason, Hillary and Susan, as they truly deserve to be 
cheered and applauded 
You must be hearing the energy of the 'Mars' throat there in US 
 
I was an accounting software consultant to a company selling laundry 
equipment in Botswana, Africa for about 4 years 
One morning, I was sitting in the director's cabin discussing things on 
getting the backlog in accounting cleared 
He then wanted to call his marketing manager who was sitting in the next 
glass cabin 
There was a pathway separating his and the marketing manager's cabins 
He tried thrice but the voice just would not reach the other glass cabin 
I then asked him whether I could try calling his marketing manager, to which 
offer he readily agreed 
That is all, I instantly commanded my Mars energy to flow through my throat 
So it did, and the Mars voice penetrated the two cabins' glass walls, 
reached his ears undiminished in force, and 
his body moved automatically towards our cabin following the command of the 
voice 
The director then and there admitted his dismal failure(!) in this respect 
 
> > I can intellectually accept that all things happen for a purpose but I 
am unsure what that purpose is. 
Dear Laura, I think, if we know what that purpose is, we might lose the joy 
of finding at the last moment, 
the Lightning of the Goddess piercing through our insecurity and 
miraculously providing us the security 
 
>   Kundalites may better be self-employed using time as the Terrible Mother 
Wills, 
>   knowing what one loves to do, creatively pursuing the same, 
>   enjoying one's dues always getting paid somehow at the last moment 
>   creatively pursuing leisurely activities when K-fire is burning, 
>   working on self-promotion when K-fire is quieter, and 
>   finding new self-employment avenues like an organizer woman, a 
handicapped woman listener, etc. 
 
This is a wonderful rounded description by Laura and Mystress about 
Kundalini and creativity through self-employment 
For this, we must question everything coming from the society gently without 
reaction 
And, we must neither accept nor reject what arrives from the society 
Then, we become disengaged from the devious curved path of the slow mass 
evolutionary path 
And, we then begin to progress along the straight and fast individual 
evolutionary path 
Thus relieved from the suppression of the group-mind of the society around, 
our subconscious repressions begin to come up to our surface minds 
We can then freely observe them and thus resolve them permanently 
The lightened subconscious then increasingly reflects the overmental light 
proceeding from the golden lid just above our head down towards our 
subconscious 
This makes us truly creative and we gradually begin to realise our spiritual 
inner nature 
 
As for finding new self-employment avenues, this I have been doing over the 
last 15 years 
As I was practising in Botswana as a Chartered Accountant, 
I found that normal accounting and secretarial works were crowded with too 
many CAs competing for it 
 
And, the Terrible Mother's Force brought me an accounting software 
implementation assignment 
I diligently perused the software manuals over 4 months and completed the 
assignment 
Then, I became known as an Accpac Plus Consultant rather than as a 
practising CA 
 
During the course of the practice, I developed interest in learning 
programming and 
also identified the social need for CAs to know programming 
After experimenting and failing with a couple of programming languages, 
I landed up with my learning Java, through a US text supplied at a nominal 
cost with Java language CD accompanying it 
 
Now, I am back in India, and I have found an EDP system review assignment in 
which I am using my Java knowledge 
to clearly understand the way in which data transfer takes place between 
different OS platforms 
This is despite the fact that the EDP people are unwilling to part with 
their knowledge 
 
>    I recommend an excellent book called "Wishcraft" by Barbara Sher 
>   <www.barbarasher.com> which has some cool exercises in it, 
>    to get to know yourself better, your hidden talents and interests. 
Thanks Mystress for this website address 
For, my daughter is in Std 11, and needs urgently to find for herself her 
hidden talents 
And, I have asked her to go to this website and learn therefrom 
I have also advised her to pursue B Arch for that can help her to become 
self-employed 
beautifully combining her family life and profession 
Incidentally, it might also help me, for I am going to turn 40 this March. 
 
>   Things will always work out themselves,... 
Yes, true(!)  It is the Terrible Mother's Force which is always the doer 
But, the individual ego arrogates to itself the sense of being the doer and 
dances and suffers endlessly 
 
Yours in the Divine 
RK Shankar 
 
 
 
  
 
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