On 2003/01/02  21:59, zharzone <zharzone AT_NOSPAM yahoo.com> posted thus to the K-list: 
 Yes, I am happy in this moment. I if u think that this message 
contains words u tricked yours self, message that u recieve can not 
translate into words, i only hope it spreads as long as u can fell and 
see and the closed word that they found is love, my love for all of u 
beings. 
In this new circle, new year, I want you to be happy, if worry, 
then happy, cause it knows no limits. 
 
Last night i've given you the art that caries message 'For every 
door that closes, opens the new one' and till yesterday 
myself didt knew the complete meaning of that message, until today i 
entered the new reality in all its beaty and highness. 
 
If you ask me is it were disturbance, yes, it was, and it could go to 
very far, if i havent kept my awareness. I was going in short period 
of mudras as you call it, bur i accept it, and i could go further, my 
body shaked, i accept it, and could go further. What ever happend , i 
accept it, then it disapiered, and let me go on. I think when you got 
it, the Kundalini/God/Self/everything lets you go, as you let him/her 
go with you. If you have to speak, you speak, if you have to think 
you think, if have to do, you do, if you have to die, you die. 
 
I read here that many people went to very serious disturbance of their 
body/mind/self for quite a long periods. But I haven't read about  
their 
thoughts , about their concience while were in the middle of 
state/process. Were they accepting it, or the fear was with them? 
I would like to know the truth. 
 
Zharzone 
 
 
 
  
 
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