On 2002/12/28  08:31, r1ta_metermaid <r1ta_metermaidATnospamyahoo.com> posted thus to the K-list: Hello Karolina -
 
Welcome here. If you are like me, you will find yourself feeling  
blessed to have joined all who gather here.
 
 --- In K-list , Karolina Lindqvist <pgd- 
karolinaliATnospama...> wrote: 
> I just want to write a few words, since I am new here, and sooner  
or later I  
> am going to write something on the subject. 
>  
> This kundalini endevour is kind of new to me. It is not something I  
have  
> bothered with before. Then, just a few days ago, the Goddess told  
me "now it  
> is time to dive into kundalini", so therefore I am here. Well, that  
kind of  
> explains my world. It does not appear to fit other's description of  
reality. 
>  
<snip>   
> Anyway, I now find myself a servant of the Goddess and her shakti.  
Maybe I got  
> it through a descending process, instead of a ascending. It was not  
that I  
> one day figure it out on my own, but instead the Goddess came to me  
and kind  
> of included me in her service. So therefore I now need to learn the  
practical  
> techniques, instead of using them for enlightment. Some of you  
might frown on  
> someone that comes through graze and not through techinque, what do  
I know?  
> And then I really don't feel enlightened. I am quite far from the  
saint type  
> and don't like when people expect saintly behaviour. But I feel the  
> connection with the Goddess, and even though I might not be a good  
servant in  
> general, being too individualistic, strong-willed and opiniated,  
service to  
> the Goddess comes from love.
 
Oh, yes, I am certain that your service to the Goddess comes from  
love, and that Goddess has infinite love for you in return. And, you  
are wise to surrender and accept what Goddess brings to you. Goddess  
always knows best, does she not? Even when we have not a clue  
ourselves... Elsewhere Mystress Angelique has written:
 
"It is the Shakti that we surrender to, because it is so much wiser  
than we are. It is the wisdom of the infinite that is outside of  
time." 
 
[ http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/air.htm ]How can we even think of quibbling with that which is "the wisdom of  
the infinite that is outside of time?"  I for one cannot. And so I  
surrender to what Goddess and Shakti place before me, in gratitude.
 
Love, 
rita 
<snip> 
>  
> Karolina http://www.kundalini-gateway.org  
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm 
  
 
 
 
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