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Recieved: 2002/12/16 10:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fear and anxiety
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

On 2002/12/16 10:43, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

At 07:39 AM 16/12/02, Hbarrett47ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>Yes, even after years of k-activity, the fear still comes from time to time,
>and I recognize it now as the body-ego's reaction to change. Something has
>to die in order for us to keep growing and whatever sense of self (with a
>small "s") we have left is going to yelp every time. This, too, shall pass.
>Holly

    Yes, I have been experiencing it too... and with an unusual cycle. For
about an hour or so, every evening, sometime between 7pm and midnight I am
experiencing a phase of disquiet, not quite paranoid but rather ungrounded,
a little dizzy, heart chakra closed. Cold energy releasing. The odd thing
is that it feels like it is not mine. Like I am being pulled into someone's
daily meditation ritual.

    Who ever they are, I wish they would leave me out of it! LOL! My own
efforts to break the connection have failed, so I guess it is "as Goddess
Wills" or accidentally created by some stray thought of my own.

 Blessings...

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