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Recieved: 2002/12/15 14:44
Subject: [K-list] Introduction: part II
From: zharzone <zharzoneATnospamyahoo.com>
On 2002/12/15 14:44, zharzone <zharzoneATnospamyahoo.com> posted thus to the K-list:
As I didn't shared everything in my first telling, now i continue
with my experiences and my ways of comprehanshion the awakening.
As i see that Jose and Hil found interesting the way I found the
group,
i think i need to go deply in this subject. My search for that
particular
song was not like looking for some ordinary song. When that song hit
my presence for its first time, the vibrations that went through my
body made my eyes cry 'till the end of the song. I just knew i had to
find that song. Someone else on the list was mentioning this song,
search engine found something, and here i am.
My experiences were mainly manifested in some social or unknown
enviroments.
Last year i have for the first time realized the
existence of aura. I went on the street in great emotional/mental
disturbance. I walked to the bus-stop, and stud in the group of people
waiting for the bus. While my spirit was woundering somewhere, i didnt
saw the moments in which these people were starting to move. Next
thing
i remmember is that i was standing alone and the people standed in
some radius of 2 meters from me in the perfect half-circle. The
strange thing is
that none of them felt disturbed by my presence. I aslo would like to
add that in my thoughts i wanted none off them to speak to me because
of
the state that i am in.
My other social expirience was very soon after in one of the city
buses. I standed in the front part of the bus faced to the rest of the
bus-passangers but looking through the windows. Some strange felling
started to grow inside me, and my perception expanded to the range
that i could fell the vibes from everyone in the bus, while my look
was focused on the windows. Than the faces began to look in my
direction, one by one, 'till all people were just looking at me for
the period that felt like a century but i think it was for some 5
minutes until the driver stoped the bus.
My question is : Have anyone had such experiences?
My attude toward the awakening is simple. I try to live in the moment,
in the present, always fell and avare of the situation even in the
moments when i dont understand what is happening. It has to happen so
let it happen. I say that the fear is our enemy and our
friend, 'cause it is
telling that it is hard, well, it has to be hard, cause the path is
narrow and not anyone can cross it but only the brave one's.
The technics for the awakening i do not aprove, 'cause i believe that
in every moment the messages are being sent, we only have to see it.
We have to let our life's to change. I think the change of life-stile
is nessesary to happen. I myself had to quit studies in Belgrade, and
began to live i my self-sufficient creativity and experiences.
We are not the job we go to, we are not the clothes we ware,
we are on the path of enlightening whose beaty knows no material
price.May the force be with you...always
Zharzone
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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