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Recieved: 2002/12/05 09:08
Subject: [K-list] Need advice...
From: One Man Alone

On 2002/12/05 09:08, One Man Alone posted thus to the K-list:

Hi, this is One Man Alone. I'm 17, and for about 2 years now I've
been aimlessly searching for SOMETHING. I never knew exactly what I
doing until about 6 months ago I suddenly realized that when I get
mad, my body trembles, my back gets really warm from the bottom and
it goes up into my neck. At first I thought it was adrenaline, but I
later found out that even when calm, it would periodically happen
again. Then later after that, I found that I can make it happen when
I want it to. However, when I started doing it a lot, wierd things
were happening. I became paranoid, I thought heard voices a few
times, and even actually SAW a faint blur in a window reflection
that sort of moved. About 4 months ago, I discovered Kundalini on a
website. Answers came, but not without more questions. These odd
occurances are happening more frequently and stronger. I can make
the warm feeling get really hot now, but when I push it as far as I
can, I get headaches, my arms twitch, and my neck and stomache get a
feeling of pressure. When I let it go again, my throat gets tight
and it's hard to breath for a second. After doing some research, I'm
pretty positive this has something to do with Kundalini. But I don't
think it's awakened, just sort of THERE. I know it's there and I
can "use" it, but I can't figure how USE use it. Please help. Any
and all advice are welcome.

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