To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/12/04 07:55
Subject: Re: [K-list] navigating duality and mutuality / My own Heart Saga...
From: easel quad

I should introduce myself, as I just joined the group & am slowly
catching up on what's going on. The term kundalini just came to my
awareness last week, and I'm finding a lot that resonates with my
experience. I've viewed the last year-and-a-half as a rebirth, an
awakening. I've experienced a lot of things I thought weren't
possible, or shall I say unlikely though others have expressed having
these experiences.

This thread caught my eye because one of the things I've experienced
was a strong, direct body-to-body communication with another. And it
is a story of a love that cannot be in 'real' life.

I've had a special attachment to my high school girlfriend for 25
years now. She was a kind of a goddess to me, I'd call to her when
suffering. But in real life, things did not work out, and would not
have either.

I had recurring dreams where I was searching -for her I think. Last
summer I was led to her via a page she'd put up about her mother...
the dreams have stopped. We reconnected in a direct way, spiritually
and emotionally. Clearly this was not a thing that could exist on
the physical plane -we both have our lives and children etc. But
there was a bubble of reconnection.

The amazing thing that happened was that we found we could connect
telepathically at will. The way I experienced this was that I would
go into my solar plexus and just connect. We verified that this
worked in 'reality', at the times we thought.

LOL, of course I had to try it out with others. Did that, it
worked...but I also got a pain in the power chakra. Tried to move
the energy elsewhere. I actually ended up having to see a doctor
about a possible hernia --and one wasn't there. This I think was an
indication of unbalance, in me and the other.

I'm encouraged to learn more about this, and to do it far more safely.
Not just physically in my body, but also in my marriage!!!!!

I've let go, but the thought lingers. I am grateful that this
happened, even though it has caused problems in my life. It also has
helped ignite a process that I have a hunch will take a while to
unfold.

Anyway, this looks like a really nice group, and I'm looking forward
to getting to know everyone better.
-easel

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Rich" <rich4444ATnospamh...> wrote:
>
> > Ohhh. I could go on...
>
>
> I will go on... She just called again as I wrote that last post... I
> joked with her a bit and put the phone down on her as was more
> interested in writing that post.
>
> Now I have a sharp pain in my power chakra! LOL... What to do :)
>
> It's all so complicated! Best go and meditate me thinks.
>
> I realise this is not such a public thing but I could not help but
share
> the humour of the situation.
>
>
> Rich (being a bit naughty)

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