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Recieved: 2002/11/14 22:12
Subject: RE: [K-List] Help received from Goddess!!!
From: HSV & AAL

>From: Patricia Stevens [mailto:pstevens30ATnospamhotmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, November 13, 2002 12:28 PM
Subject: [K-List] Help received from Goddess!!!

> My daughter brought me and Mystress together! Very strange
occurrance, as my daughter is known on the list as Cambie/Holly2 and anyone
who has been keeping up with recent posts, knows that she and Mystress have
collided on some issues. She is getting thru to my daughter and I sincerely
wish that she not give up just yet! Patience is a virtue, and in this case,
down right needed!!! But if anyone needs Mystress' help, it is her. Love
will find a way!

** I love you, Mom. =) As much as I allow you to help me, or
come directly to you for help, I cannot allow you to come to my
defense on this one. You helped me through the labyrinthe of
pain, anger, confusion, worry, embarassment, and shame after
Mystress' last correspondence. I had allowed it to linger too
long, and I'm grateful to you for helping me through it.

** But we both know she was right. I have a journey to take
now. It's mine to take alone, though I do look forward to the
occasional "study sessions" you proposed. But there's really
nothing more for me to say on the list for now. I've neglected
my homework for far too long. Time for me to begin searching
and learning on my own for a bit.

** Thank you for calling the night after your session with
Mystress and helping me through the quicker form of grounding
and also the contact with my heart voice. I'm still having
a rough time on that. It's hard to 'see' my light. You said
you saw multiple strands coming down from you toward Earth.
It wasn't until yesterday that I got any sort of 'vision' of
the light that exudes from me towards Earth, and it was a bit
confusing. I see mine as spiraling down toward the fiery
crystal, looking like an old telephone cord. It seems to wrap
around at least one strand of light, but I can't tell if there
is only one, or many. But I am practising.

** Again, thank you for your unconditional Love. I hope to
speak with you on the phone soon.

Holly2

P.S. - If I may address you for a moment, Mystress, I just had
a little to say. I wanted to thank you in the most humble and
heartfelt way possible. (as heartfelt as one can be from this
'witness' state I seem to be in) I gave you too much shit and
didn't offer any gratitude. At times I've felt like behaving
incredibly stupid like this recent "Anti-Mystress Club", raging
at you and attacking your validity and credibility. But as one
who has felt the sharp blade of truth, I know you are no
charlatan. You reached in and saw things I never spoke of, and
even things I didn't realize myself. I do not envy you your
responsibility, but I stand in awe of and faith in it. Please
know that I shall try to return to the past and learn the
lessons you tried to teach.

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