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Recieved: 2002/11/12 20:47
Subject: [K-list] Re: Lets Do Something Useful RE: soul retrieval
From: lavinaleone

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Mystress Angelique Serpent
<mystressATnospamf...> wrote:
> The soul retrieval shaktipat was scrupulously consensual. It
required
> specific intentions, words and actions to accept it. Just reading
it was
> not enough.
> I wrote:
> > (Yes! Thank you Goddess. Breathe. Think of something else.)

Angelique,

I have purposely not opened any other posts on this thread. Only to
find you writting about it in this one. So much for hidding out from
it. I admit, the first one spooked me a little.
But reading this one now I am not sure it should have.

When I read the first post I only thought that I might come back to
it later.
At the time I was annoyed at the bickering and did not think it was
the best time to try it. Thinking I was comming back to it I only
scanned it.

As soon as I clicked the browser to go to the next post I got sick to
my stomach, I ran to the bathroom thinking I was going to puke, but
only expelled, painfully hard, Hot Air. Luckily it was early and I
had not eaten.
 
I did not associate this with the email until much later, but for the
next three hours I had many more opportunities to surrender. I
couldn't even keep down sipps of water! My throat is still sore, and
my ribs feel tight, but otherwise I feel fine.
I am not sick otherwise, although I did have my gallbladder removed
recently I have been feeling better than I have in ages.

I thought that maybe, perhaps I was zapped by the email.
But why would I get sick like that? I remember reading, I think in the
archives here, but maybe not, about barfing being something but for
the life of me I don't remember what.

Is it possible that because I had intended to do it later that that
was enough consent? and if so, should I attempt to do it and not just
read through it?

Maybe I am just being silly.
Lavina

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