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Recieved: 2002/11/10 09:04
Subject: Re: [K-list] Surrender vs. looking for help for chronic pain
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 10:49 PM 09/11/02, riversoma wrote:
>Yet I find myself in a situation where relentless physical pain has
>been pushing me to the breaking point for months. I have altered my
>diet to be even healthier than it already was. I have released
>obligations that I could no longer meet. I have let go of my
>expectations for what I thought I was going to be doing with my life
>and I have accepted the fact that there are many things I enjoy that
>I just can't do right now. I don't feel punished or persecuted. I
>do get depressed sometimes and allow the grief to flow through.

    Your grace is beautiful.

>I feel tremendously loved and cared for by Spirit. However I have
>also been going to see different bodyworkers. I have spent hundreds
>of dollars and released that as well. So now what? Do I just lie
>around and wait to see what happens next? Do I spend hundreds more
>dollars I don't have to try and find a better healer? So many of the
>spiritual healers charge BIG money. Is it surrender to the God/dess
>to struggle to find and pay someone to "fix" me? Or is real
>surrender just trusting that I will be healed from this pain when
>God/dess does it?

I think, you already know the answer to this. All healing is self healing.
    Do a search on Padre Pio, perhaps his story will be a comfort to you.
    Blessings...

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