To: K-list 
Recieved: 2002/10/11  11:16  
Subject: [K-list] Ego 
From: vijay
  
On 2002/10/11  11:16, vijay posted thus to the K-list: On Ego
 
Hi,
 
...I weigh 60kgs and my personality weighs 60000kgs, inclusive of  
ego. When I say "I", its me, the unique entity and inspite of myself,  
I cannot escape from ego of mine, wherever and whatever I do, it has  
a stamp of my personality as well as my ego. Here I know myself only  
as an individual with a physical frame, still I'm not aware of  
my "Original Origins"
 
...When the K happens and I've gone to the Absolute End. And know  
myself more as an extended or an infinitesimally small drop in an  
Ocean of Consciousness spread infinetely allover and I discover that  
there is no difference between myself and the Creator or Whatever  
He/She/It is, then I've undergone transmogrification beyond my  
wildest dreams. 
 
And lo beold I think then that what I was thinking before is not what  
am I in Totality. And therefore my Personality has undergone a  
seachange. And now my personality weighs infinity or Absolute  
Nothingness. And I'm no longer the same Man before, so how can I be  
schizophrenic or possessed??? How? Oh Lord please let me know!
 
No way. But it's rather that I as Life in mortal frame as an end but  
I as Life Form as no beginning and end. It just Exists. Simply.
 
OR else in Organic terms ego is a substance which is obstructing one  
from knowing the Real Truth behind Creation, that is, himself as well  
as Himself. Oh man! where am I goin', reacting to outside things and  
again reacting to outside things, sometimes they do inspire me. Oh  
Lord what can I do..So the Lord said never react to outside things,  
they just exist. So I gonna observe my own Truth or unTruth, whatever  
it is as long as it not affects others in anyway. 
 
That Great God, Bless Us All
 
...Vijay spam deletedPZMC/kTmEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM 
 
 
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