To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/10/10 16:27
Subject: [K-list] Lymph Nodes? THe brain a flutter, and changes in the body?
From: typical bastard

Well, latly things have been a bit of a war within myself-and I am filled
with many questions. I am finding myself slipping into one paranoid reality
tunnel after another as I go to sleep at night-the next morning I am almost
always able to clean these cobwebs away, but as I fall to sleep a new one
comes-i see this, I see that, negative things mostly. What I see is bothing
me less and less now, and I am working to move through these lies I keep
telling myself, but it is very diffifult at times.

Physicially I am a little conserned about the movements I have felt taken
place. I have released the glands in my throatabove my adam's apple, they
are already starting to grow back..I am fairly sure this was a good thing,
or at least it isn't very harmfull, because I had bowel movements all the
next day-I couldn't really stop the flow! It felt good though, to have my
body cleaned out I didn't know I had that much waste in me.

The glands in my neck have all swollen up-possiby I have only got a cold, or
some kind of fever, but I am a little worries about this. This morning I was
massaging my throat, trying to sooth things, and I felt a pop-I do not know
if I had swallowed the thing, or if that is even possible, but I became
sick, and puked..Better now,
Hmm oh yes! One more thing I am feeling all kinds of flutter, and
powderyness in my brain-I have no clue as to what it may be, or where it
could come from.

Basicly, between the paranoia I sometimes slip into at night, the lack of
sleep, and the movements in my bodies I have become a nevious about what is
happening to my body. I think it's time I take a spiriutal break, return
more fully to my life physical, and try to figure out what I should make for
dinner.-Jason
-------y.lEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM

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