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Recieved: 2002/10/09  08:42  
Subject: [K-list] An experience 
From: Lori Worley
  
On 2002/10/09  08:42, Lori Worley posted thus to the K-list: I wanted to share an experience in the hope that someone might shed some 
light on it.  About two to three weeks ago, I was in bed drifting off to 
sleep, when the K started to rise.  I entered a trance-like state, and the 
thoughts that went through my mind were, "If I have to die, then I will 
die."  At that point I felt as though I was surrendering my body to 
something (Goddess presumably).
 
Then I began to travel with the energy through my body, and I was fully 
present inside the meridians (I presume) at each part of my body as it 
twitched slightly.  I remember hearing my thoughts that I am not 
experiencing the K process much on the physical level at the moment, as my 
body is not being forced into complicated yoga asanas, and that may or may 
not make up aspects of my process.
 
Then I began to feel pain in certain areas, and I thought, "I'll just detach 
from it.  It's only pain."  This went on for several minutes, followed by a 
period in which I can't remember anything.  Then I heard myself think two 
things: "No, I don't want to be a dominatrix", and "No, I want this soul to 
do it."  It was as if I was in conversation with someone.
 
In all of this, I felt as though I was standing at a distance, observing and 
hearing myself experience all of this, but somehow remaining removed from 
it.  This happened on the first day that I began doing the grounding and 
entity clearing exercises found on Angelique's website.
 
Has anyone else experienced something similar?  Perhaps this is my first 
NDE?
 
Thanks 
Lori spam deletedPZMC/kTmEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM 
 
 
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