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Recieved: 2002/10/05 00:59
Subject: [K-list] chaos
From: Stormymouse25

On 2002/10/05 00:59, Stormymouse25 posted thus to the K-list:

I am just ranting I guess. These words just came out am in a bit of a darkness tonight.

What am I? Why am I here? I don't even know myself anymore.
Maybe I never really did know myself.
I feel like my whole life has been a dream and now I am waking up. I don't know where I am, all I know is what I see. What if it isn't real I tell myself what if it is just another crazy vision?

I look so many places and yet what I see is not what others see. How could this be? Are we living in the same reality? Maybe the colors I see are not the colors that others see.

I feel that I am watching the world behind a thick glass window. I can scream and scream as loud as I want but nobody hears me. I am trapped behind this glass, on the other side there are people walking around like zombies. The people don't seem to notice me. There is darkness on both sides. I see myself step in front of the glass even though it is me I don't recognize myself. I seem to carry the lack of expression that the others have.

The glass shatters and I try to wake myself up but I seem to be staring into space with no response. I cant even get through to myself so how could I possibly get through to others. What would I say if I could get a response?Love and Light,
Kristy -------y.lEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM

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