2002/09/30 16:27-Lisa Ayers-Re: [K-list] Digest Number 1208

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/09/30 16:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 1208
From: Lisa Ayers

On 2002/09/30 16:27, Lisa Ayers posted thus to the K-list:

This just reminded me of the time about a year ago I
first realized fully...how did I say it to myself?
"It doesn't matter what I want, GOD/DESS or the powers
that be obviously don't care what I or anyone else
happens to want, and they are the ones in control, not
us."

Of course, I didn't like admitting this or fully
realizing it the way I did at the time, but I knew
then, as I do know, it doesn't matter whether I like
it or not. lol!

I can be frustrated from time to time, over how NOT
"in control" I am, but always, I think I have deep
within KNOWN that such is the case. I just used to
fight it and deny it so much before that time about a
year ago.

Know what I mean?

~*~ ((((Hugs to ALL))))

Lisa (uswrite)

<<<> Message: 4
> Date: Sun, 29 Sep 2002 23:35:40 -0500
> From: "cmystic" <cmysticATnospamattbi.com>
> Subject: Re: Ego-sorry
>
> Hety,
>
> > IOW, I'm letting the Spirit/Kundalini steer rather
> than trying to force
> the direction myself.
>
> You say that you are not 'forcing' the direction
> yourself...
>
> but you still have to 'let' the Spirit/Kundalini
> steer...
>
> perhaps it is still a matter of ego...there is still
> an element of 'self' in
> control?
>
> Peace,
>
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To: K-list Recieved: 2002/09/30 16:27 Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 1208 From: Lisa Ayers

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/09/30 16:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 1208
From: Lisa Ayers