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Recieved: 2002/09/22 14:54
Subject: [K-list] would like insight occurance
From: Stormymouse25

Hello! I had a really bad night last night. All I remember is feeling so tired and I was trying to go to sleep when I felt a large ball of energy in my head sort of like it was trying to leave my body I thought it might be a blockage or something. Then I was forced awake by what I thought was a lightning bolt coming in from the window above me. It went full force inside my body and I jumped up in shock I had been in a like a 20 minute deep sleep or something I had felt like I had slept all night. I was so scared and panicky it had left me confused feeling like I wasnt sure where I was or what was happening. I think I woke up in time to see a faint glimpse of what had entered me but I cant tell you anything about it.

I could feel it moving around inside my solar plexus area and my body was burning up and then I started going back in forth from cold and hot flashes. I was shaking from the shock of what had happened and I was leaking a perfume smell from my palms and solar plexus. My shirt still has this perfume smell. I could feel a thick band of energy around my body. Unlike a typical K experience for me I felt less electric and didnt feel my spine burning it was only heat in my body. After I calmed down I lost the fear and felt unusually calm it was a bit too calm in a way more than I have ever felt it was like pure content with myself. The problem continued though everytime I would dose off I would feel this happen again it would wake me right back up but they symptoms were a lot less severe. It continued all night long I hardly slept most of the sensations seemed to be coming from a very active crown and solar plexus. I also had allot of visions that made no sense and allot of bright light. It has finally died down today and I was able to take a nap allot of my visions still wake me up from my sleep but it is really getting better I think.

Some of the visions I have had are a black man emptying a large barrell of water, water being poured into me, a black room with white greek like columns with bright balls of light around and what appeared to be Jesus, an furry three legged animal that I didnt recognize crossing a road and many many more :).

Does anyone have any insight on this I could also feel allot of my karma and blockages moving around after being smacked with this powerful lightning bolt like thing? Out of all the powerful experiences I have ever had I think this out does any of the past ones even the K consuming my body. This one left me disillusioned totally and physically tired. Love and Light,
Kristy
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