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Recieved: 2002/09/17  18:45  
Subject: [K-list] Re: Triggers revisited Poll 
From: mundaneyogi
  
On 2002/09/17  18:45, mundaneyogi posted thus to the K-list: --- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., druoutATnospama... wrote: 
> 1.  Did you have a spontaneous awakening, or was it "planned?"
 
As far back as I can remember, I have had a strong interest in  
seeing if there's something beyond the material world.  This  
interest turned into an obsession around puberty, and I got into  
self-hypnosis, ghosts, tarot card reading, holding my breath (never  
did pass-out), drugs, etc.  The actually awakening, however, was  
spontaneous, and was a lot more than I had bargained for.> 2.  What do you think triggered your awakening? 
> a. Was an "eastern" technique involved? ( i.e. meditation, Hatha 
> Yoga, chanting etc.) and if so which one?
 
LSD triggered it.  Eastern techniques (Kriya yoga especially) helped  
channel it properly, but that was well after the fact.> b. Was a strong emotion involved? Love? Fear? Pain? Despair? and 
> if so was prayer involved?
 
I was scared shitless for years.  I prayed that I wouldn't go insane  
or die.> c. Do you think heredity is implicated?
 
Yes.  I think I was born with it.  I had vivid dreams and epileptic- 
like seizures when I was around four.  Analysis of my EEG (brain  
wave) traces all come back labeled abnormal.> d. Did you have an NDE (Near Death experience)?
 
K. made me feel as if I were going to die many times, but a NDE  
didn't precipitate K.Peace and Love,
 
Ken spam deletedPZMC/kTmEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM 
 
 
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