To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/09/08 17:14
Subject: Re: [K-list] Help! Icky Experience
From: cmystic
On 2002/09/08 17:14, cmystic posted thus to the K-list:
Shelle,
Only at the rarest times can I talk to anyone about K, and then only at the
most superficial level.
But I can't talk to anyone about anything else important in my life either.
Let's face it. Basically, nobody gives a fuck. It is wonderful to find
exceptions, I treasure them.
Peace,
Rob> So I had a little back to school ice cream sundae party this afternoon for
my
> daughter and some of our neighbors and their kids.
>
> At the party was a neighbor that I don't know very well but who goes to
the
> unitarian church that I go to. I've always thought she seemed like an
> interesting person, from afar. We got into a long mystical conversation
and
> I ended up telling her some of the highlights of my K experience. Nowhere
> near a comprehensive telling, and I don't think she was very familiar with
> the concept, but she seemed open and believing.
>
> Turns out she dabbles in some kind of energetic healing, holotropic
> something or other, and does past life readings with a pendulum. Also
some
> kind of kinesiology thing with her hands where she "reads" people and her
> yes/no answers come from whether she moves her fingers one way or another.
> So without my asking, she starts sort of "reading" me, coming up with
> different ideas about me. First she tells me that I'm living parallel
lives.
> Like here, and somewhere else, or with someone else's energy in me, in
> addition to my own. Okay, hard to understand, but whatever. Then she
tells
> me she's got it! I've had a soul transfer. My original soul left, and a
new
> one moved in. I can't tell you how revolted I was by this pronouncement.
> This ONE soul of mine has worked long and hard these 39 years, and it's a
> keeper!
>
> I felt like I had walked into a new age nightmare. It took me a good long
> while to accept that k was happening to me, but I know that it is ancient
and
> real. This soul transfer, or "walk-in" business just irks me. I felt
like I
> needed to defend my "original" soul, who, trust me, has never given up
when
> the going got tough! It seems so clearly to be some kind of mental escape
> hatch for people who don't like who they are and need to wipe the slate of
> their fucked-up lives clean.
>
> I feel like, oh, fuck. I can't talk about k with ANYONE, really. Even
> people who seem like they might be open to it, but don't fully understand
it;
> it just leads to some kind of feeling of another disastrous attempt at
> face-to-face connection about k.
>
> Feeling kind of contaminated,
> Shelle
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