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Recieved: 2002/09/08 16:51
Subject: [K-list] Help! Icky Experience
From: Shellelr
On 2002/09/08 16:51, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:
So I had a little back to school ice cream sundae party this afternoon for my
daughter and some of our neighbors and their kids.
At the party was a neighbor that I don't know very well but who goes to the
unitarian church that I go to. I've always thought she seemed like an
interesting person, from afar. We got into a long mystical conversation and
I ended up telling her some of the highlights of my K experience. Nowhere
near a comprehensive telling, and I don't think she was very familiar with
the concept, but she seemed open and believing.
Turns out she dabbles in some kind of energetic healing, holotropic
something or other, and does past life readings with a pendulum. Also some
kind of kinesiology thing with her hands where she "reads" people and her
yes/no answers come from whether she moves her fingers one way or another.
So without my asking, she starts sort of "reading" me, coming up with
different ideas about me. First she tells me that I'm living parallel lives.
Like here, and somewhere else, or with someone else's energy in me, in
addition to my own. Okay, hard to understand, but whatever. Then she tells
me she's got it! I've had a soul transfer. My original soul left, and a new
one moved in. I can't tell you how revolted I was by this pronouncement.
This ONE soul of mine has worked long and hard these 39 years, and it's a
keeper!
I felt like I had walked into a new age nightmare. It took me a good long
while to accept that k was happening to me, but I know that it is ancient and
real. This soul transfer, or "walk-in" business just irks me. I felt like I
needed to defend my "original" soul, who, trust me, has never given up when
the going got tough! It seems so clearly to be some kind of mental escape
hatch for people who don't like who they are and need to wipe the slate of
their fucked-up lives clean.
I feel like, oh, fuck. I can't talk about k with ANYONE, really. Even
people who seem like they might be open to it, but don't fully understand it;
it just leads to some kind of feeling of another disastrous attempt at
face-to-face connection about k.
Feeling kind of contaminated,
Shelle
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