To: K-list 
Recieved: 2002/09/05  00:03  
Subject: RE: [K-list] sad 
From: HSV & AAL
  
On 2002/09/05  00:03, HSV & AAL posted thus to the K-list: I am not feeling so good the past few days.
 
** I wish so much that I knew how to help you.  I wish that 
I could help myself as well.  I felt so much tremendous  
sadness and guilt for a long time.  I felt like time had 
stopped.  And I couldn't reconcile the feeling of grief 
within me when I hadn't lost anyone at all.
 
** I don't know if I've dealt with it totally.  I doubt it. 
I cannot look at a picture of a big city without thinking 
of the towers.  In TV shows and movies, I always look for 
them.  I guess I still feel that I don't have the right to 
mourn.  I dunno.
 
** The only way I can deal with it is to say that everything 
happens for a reason.  And for every bad thing, something 
good comes from it.  And maybe the worse the thing is, the 
greater the blessings are.
 
** I wish I could say something or do something, but I hope 
that knowing you're not alone is of some benefit.
 
*conforms her body to yours in a heart-felt embrace*
 
Cambeie 
 
pt6YBB/NXiEAA/MVfIAA/AtTslB/TM 
 
 
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