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Recieved: 2002/08/25  13:52  
Subject: [K-list] Awakening and  Significant Others 
From: aseaman40
  
On 2002/08/25  13:52, aseaman40 posted thus to the K-list: When my experience first occurred I was not acting like my usual self  
anyway, since my father had recently passsed away and I was severely  
depressed. Several months after the K. experience, I began to  
readjust to my personal relationships with my children and spouse.  
 
My husband still feels to this day that what I experienced was real  
to me but it did not really happen. He thinks I just created this  
illusion of my awakening of K. because I cannot acept my father's  
death. My oldest son who is sixteen now is very interested in all  
aspects of my experience and often asks many questions about K. One  
question he frequently asks is what good is it if you can't levitate  
or read minds!LOL He seems to think I ned some kind of proof that I  
can demonstrate to others to prove that it really exists. Of course  
this is not neccesary I tell him because you know it is real and have  
no desire to or need to make anybody else belief it if they chose not  
to.Back to my original thought, was that I sometimes find it difficult  
to deal with K. at times with the lack of support or understanding  
from my family. When I try to discuss some of my syptoms or  
manifestations as I would call them, its hard for my husband to take  
me seriously. Does anybody else have this lack of understanding or  
support from their family? 
 
Amy
 
 
 
 
 
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