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Recieved: 2002/08/21 17:55
Subject: [K-list] Introducing ... Me! =)
From: HSV & AAL
On 2002/08/21 17:55, HSV & AAL posted thus to the K-list:
How-d, all! I'm just writing a short hello to introduce
myself and troll for happiness and optimism. I have no
doubt that I'll find it here.
Ya see, my mom is a member of this list and she felt
confident that I would be able to learn much from the
collective wisdom you all possess. I trust my mother
implicitly. I have been a great fan of hers since I was
very little (well, except during my teenage years when I
tended to believe she was a B*tch from hell... but what
does a teenager know? *giggle*).
Well, let me tell you a little about me. I'm a 31 year
old mother with a 13 year old son. I have inhereted my
weak health from my mother and also through the sexual
abuse of my father and mental abuse of my ex-husband.
Have no fear, though, because I don't live in accusation
or victim land. I was lucky enough to find a woman of
great wisdom during my college years who taught me much.
One of my greatest lessons was that we all own our own
hardships and experiences. The problems of my adulthood
were directly related to choices made by me.
For the last 13 years, since the birth of my son, I have
lived in perpetual pain and multiple health issues.
Some years have been better than others and I'm thankful
to those times when I've been fairly healthy. It has
taken those 13 years (and many many doctors, counselors,
psychologists, psychiatrists, chiropractors, osteopaths,
orthopedics, neurosurgeons, and physical therapists) to
finally get a diagnosis on what's wrong with me. Just
a few months ago, I heard the word "fibromyalgia" for
the first time in my life. How could I have known that
there was actually a disorder which includes all the
bzillion different symptoms I've experienced? How is
it that no other physician has even considered the
possibility? I guess if I am bitter at all, it's due
to hearing "I don't see anything wrong with you." for
all these years, making me wonder whether I was just a
very talented hypochondriac.
In any case, my mother wonders if perhaps my mind/body/
spirit may be working towards a Kundalini awakening. I
couldn't say, really. I only first heard of Kundalini
within this past year since my mom had her sudden and
traumatic awakening. She's spent this past year in
research trying to discover what had happened. I guess
a part of me dreads the idea of going through what she
has experienced.. probably a very large part of me.
But perhaps being in the virtual company of you all, I
will learn and grow and be able to be a better mother.
Happy Full Moon to everyone tomorrow. Blessed be.
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