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Recieved: 2002/08/19 14:44
Subject: [K-list] Re: amrita (lavinaleone)
From: lavinaleone
On 2002/08/19 14:44, lavinaleone posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Mystress Angelique Serpent
<mystressATnospamf...> wrote:
> There us just one thing I'm kinda wondering about... I kept my
response
> as simple as possible, to honor what you wrote lately about the
dream
> canary and "sitting at the dock of the bay".
>
> Seems like lately, your guidance has been specifically
directing you to
> stop running around researching, analysing, looking for meaning and
> reasons, thinking too much... and just surrender. The archives are
a great
> resource, there for you to use, but do you really need to know more
than
> that the dripping is a beneficial K. symptom and not something to
try to
> "fix" ?
>
> OK, just wondering... blessings!
You are right. And I intend to take it easier for at least a while.
Right after I send this along, a confirmation, I think.
Last night I dreamed I was sitting in my family tree.
There was a terrible shaking. The tree swayed almost to
the ground then snapped back and we tried to hang on.
Nightmarish struggles played out.
I remember trying to save myself. And my cousin trying to reach
out for me and my aunt. My face was pressed hard against the
tree I was clinging to it afraid I would die if I fell.
Terrible stuff lots of panic and screaming.
Then I just gave up and quit, it wasn't a voluntary surrender,
I just wanted it to stop. I expected to die.
My body fell to the ground. I saw it land.
But I stayed in the tree and watched. Separated from what was
happening to my body.
I watched a cow go by and when I looked back at my body it
was being eaten by of all things a snake.
(it must have been all the symbol research I did that made me
think this would be okay because a few weeks ago I would NOT have
thought this was a good omen, I would have thought this was
worse even than the battle to stay in the tree)
I waited till the snake left then climbed down the tree and
picked up my bones.
I do not know how it happened but I was 'joined' back up around
my bones. I became whole again. I picked up one of the apples
that were on the ground and buffed it up on my chest and walked
around normal as if nothing had happened.
It felt like a nightmare. I remembered the dream because of the
nightmarish fight to stay in the tree.
Now that I have had time to reflect on it, I can see I did not
need the drama.
I did not need to do anything.
Except surrender. : )
At 11:12 AM 02/08/02, lavinaleone wrote:
>I got caught up in my search for the meaning of surrender.
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/surrender.htm
Thank you.
Lavina
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