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Recieved: 2002/08/16 00:28
Subject: [K-list] Yet more conversations with spiders
From: whimsicalzephyr

HI!!!

I don't know if anyone is getting tired with my posting on this
thread....if so, tell me to shut up already. But I just feel like I
should share this stuff...cause I know lots of ppl are arachnophobic
and don't know why. Anyway...every time i meditate now, spiders
invariably show up. And I'm being told that I have poison in my body,
particularily around my heart and solar plexus...and that the poison
stems from fear and hatred. These incredibly large, black but
friendly spiders have offered to suck out the poison, and i figured,
hell, why not? So cute little spider's sticking his fangs in and
sucking away, and telling me they're Gaia's little transmuters, that
human poison is nectar to them. And then he/she's offering to inject
me with poison so it can liquify my black spots and then such it
right back up and transmute some more. So it's all good...I've got
this spider crawling around on me, doing its vampiric little thing,
chatting away all the while. So then we both sit down in front of
this tree....and suddenly this horde of insects surrounds us in a
circle! And the spider turns to me and says 'Do I have permission to
kick some ass? These insects are feeding off of you." So i say sure,
hop in the tree branches, and I watch as this spiders spins a
gigantic web over this insect army, and one by one eats them all. And
I fall asleep in the tree, safe and protected.

On another note, I had another mental vision where a large black and
white spider was guarding a portal, and said 'Hey, I'm your portal
guardian. You may step through the door.' So on I went and out comes
this gorgeous, terrifying black goddess with lots of arms.....I'm
guessing it was Kali. And she tells me to always trust her spiders.
Does anyone know if Kali is associated with spiders? Or Lillith for
that matter? Hee hee......my cat Lillith loves chasing spiders and
insects.

But I'm still running like the wind if I see a tarantula!!

Sabrina

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