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Recieved: 2002/08/14 14:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] (unknown) To Lars
From: Lbra782595
On 2002/08/14 14:26, Lbra782595 posted thus to the K-list:
Greetings and Welcome Lars,
I have GOOD news for you. You are not alone and you will be FINE!
In a message dated 8/14/02 11:34:12 AM Central Daylight Time,
listrup32ATnospamyahoo.com writes:> I was attending ACOA
> (Adult Children of Alchoholics) meetings, and I soon
> realized that they sent spys there saying things just
> to upset me and trying to violate me.
First, and I am not trying to invalidate your experience here, but I invite
you to consider who "they" are--the people who sent the spys that is.
> I heard
>the sound of a telephone that no one else heard. It
>kind of faded out, so I know it wasn't a real phone
When chakras activate with kundalini energy, many sounds are generated by the
chakras themselves. Some sound very similar to a ringing phone. Then they
slowly fade away......
>. I know this all sound like I am totally
>schizofrenic, and that is just what they want people
>to think.
You are not schizophrenic. Schizophrenia is not what most doctors think
anyway. I know from first hand experience. If you look at the thing that is
driving your "schizophrenic" experience you will be able to see it is your
own fears...healing and being washed away--and brother do they hang on to you
for dear life, because you are their ONLY life...you have to let them go. I
have had all kinds of feelings and ideas like you describe and when I gave
into them, they proved themselves TOTALLY FALSE. You're waking up, kind of
like the main character in the movie The Matrix, only its not quite as "cut
and dry" as the movie. I have seen the energies you describe in motion.
Seems like there's a big conspiracy against you because of your new found
sensativy. There is no conspiracy, I promise. What you have experienced is
"sychronicity". Sort of God's way of popping up and saying "Hi Lars! Yes!
Your on the right track." It can be very frightening. I know, I nearly
committed murder and suicide over it. But I hung in there and trusted that
things could not be all focused on me so tightly. Afterwards, I laughed and
laughed. You spoke of the Celestine Prophecy--The big revelation that made
me laugh was: "Oh, I couldn't just simply wake up, I just had to have all
this drama surrounding it." It was a big blow to my self-importance to
realize it was JUST that--Drama. It's not real. Nonetheless, I was glad to
see it go. You will be too. Hang in there man. The light at the end of the
tunnel is not a train. You just have to trust that what you are feeling are
"growing pains". Particularly uncomfortable, no doubt, but you will be a
more aware person when they pass. It's good to break through into the "high
flight" on the other side. It will happen. It took twenty-years for me the
first time, but I had no feedback forum like the K-list to help me. I could
have gotten through the first experience in a couple of days if I had some
intelligent feedback on what I had experienced. YOU CAN DO IT!
Much love and empathy
Jason B
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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