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Recieved: 2002/08/14 09:33
Subject: [K-list] (unknown)
From: Lars Listrup

Hello everyone,

I don't know where to start. These last months have
been very hard. I ended up as the main character in
the "celestine prophecy" in my real life. Not knowing,
it would actually happen. It just started out that I
told a doctor about me having awakened Kundalini. Then
I started to have angry men walking up to me giving me
subtle aggressive gestures. I was attending ACOA
(Adult Children of Alchoholics) meetings, and I soon
realized that they sent spys there saying things just
to upset me and trying to violate me. I have come to
understand that when your crown chackra is opened they
can send signals that only you can pick up. I heard
the sound of a telephone that no one else heard. It
kind of faded out, so I know it wasn't a real phone. I
heard that sound just as someone was saying something
that obviously was directed to scare me. I cannot say
what it was since I respect the traditions of ACOA,
ie, I do not tell what's been said, even in this
matter. I know this all sound like I am totally
schizofrenic, and that is just what they want people
to think. Finally the pressure got to big and I felt,
in a minute of guilt of the past, that the cord to my
heart broke. I lost all my energy and I got
disoriented in my thoughts. I have been provoked in so
many ways. They have broke into my apartment and read
my writings, put thc, the main poison in pot, in my
tobacco so that I had to be admitted to a psyche ward.
I don't even trust my ISP so if anyone sees this post,
just tell me, please. Now, what can I do? it seems
that the worse provocations have stopped. I am working
out every day, trying to get a sense of body awareness
back. I got twitches and electical sensations in my
body all the time. If someone would respond to this
letter It would help.

/Lars_
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