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Recieved: 2002/08/06 18:02
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 1131
From: el_bombastico256

On 2002/08/06 18:02, el_bombastico256 posted thus to the K-list:

U are right, about that, a big keyword u might see on the list often
is "surrender" I had alot of insomnia, but then i just stopped
caring about it and let k do its thing it got way better after a
while, my experiences were never too intense tho, some people still
seem to have trouble even when they try this.

> Anyway, Gregor, I saw eleven doctors over that year and all they
could come
> up with was cfs. I cleaned up my act, stopped all medications and
have
> gradually overcome a lot of my fatigue problems by simply not
fighting this
> process I'm in. I have accepted that I must rest more than I used
to. I
> rearranged my life to accomodate my body's demand that I lie down
for a while
> in the middle of the afternoon, and now I have periods of pretty
heavy
> hypnagogic activity during these "naps" that I think are the reason
for the
> fatigue. To force me to lie down and experience the energy and
be "worked
> on," if that makes sense. Interestingly, the spiritual part of the
whole
> deal didn't start for me till after a year and a half of
miserable "mystery
> illness." Then I started having extraordinary dreams and
understandings,
> started finding stuff about kundalini online and recognized my
experience in
> those of others.
>
> So Gregor, my advice is: don't fight it. Accomodate it. Be
grateful for the
> changes it is forcing on you. There is probably some kind of great
wisdom
> behind it. I bet when you stop looking at it as a flaw or illness,
stop
> fighting it, everything will improve.
>
> with love,
> Shelle


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