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Recieved: 2002/07/31  10:59  
Subject: Re: [K-list] SCARED 
From: Mythisis
  
On 2002/07/31  10:59, Mythisis posted thus to the K-list: In a message dated 7/31/02 6:41:14 AM Pacific Daylight Time,  
gregorATnospamaberdour.force9.co.uk writes:> Dear all I do not believe this process to be a good thing. In fact I'm  
> scared of it and scared it will do me more damage. I already have Chronic  
> Fatigue Syndrom as a result of the awakening. There are so many horror  
> stories and so few nice tales. I believe I have woken a demon and I am  
> scared of it. 
>  
> Please help.
 
Hi Gregor 
By any chance do you have a Christian background?? And I'm not putting down  
anyone that does, I have many Christian friends. The reason I am asking is  
that the teachings of some forms of Christianity cause people to become very  
fearful of anything "paranormal" and they consider it evil, and often have a  
harder time when faced with Kundalini or other things.  Your use of the word  
demon is why I am asking. It is your fear that is causing you to be scared,  
not the actual physical awakening of the Kundalini. You don't have a demon  
inside you. I know the awakening process is scary, but the more you fight and  
fear it, the worse it becomes. I strongly urge you to find someone in your  
area that you can sit down and talk with who can help you thru this, because  
I know many of us on the list privately and otherwise have tried to help you,  
but I think you need a person you can trust and be close to on this one,  
someone that can gently lead you thru this whole process and help you to  
relax with youself, maybe some guided meditation, tho at this point I don't  
suggest you try it on your own. Focus on the light inside yourself, and don't  
dwell in the darkness.  
May the Goddess watch over you and help you during this hard time in your  
life. 
Blessings to you 
Mythi 
 http://www.kundalini-gateway.org  
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm 
  
 
 
 
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