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Recieved: 2002/07/26 20:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] i need help..
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

   Hi Jena:

I was awakened at age 16 too... and I also had parents who were
Christian and did not understand. I had had a lot of odd experiences tho,
from age 5 like you, so a few new ones were not a big deal to me. Even
so... I had no-one to talk to about it, which made things a lot harder!

    Hillary has given you some good advice, also you need to learn to get
grounded... my site is adult only, but I know a little bird has sent you
the url to the all-ages version on the gateway.

    The soul is real, but when you are feeling very afraid the soul leaves
the body... temporarily. It is a strange feeling, thus the sense of
unreality and disconnectedness.

   So, I offer: "Goddess (Jesus, or God if you prefer) please gather all
the parts of Jena's soul, heal and integrate them and put her soul back in
her body where it belongs. Thank you very much!"

   Also, when you are very frightened it helps to rub your sternum. That is
the slight bump on your chest about three inches below your neck. When you
do that, say to yourself "How good it feels to have all my energy " and "I
reset my 4 fields to their proper size and vibration."

    There is one God, with many names. I prefer to call the
Divine, "Goddess". The early Christians referred to the Holy Spirit as
"God the Mother" and recently the Pope has said something similar, this is
the power of the Holy Spirit working in you.

   You can trust this process, when you are scared remember the 23rd psalm.
"Yea tho I walk through the valley of death I will fear no evil because
Thou art with me" etc. Say it to yourself, you will feel better.

    You are not alone, we are here with you and for you.

Blessings!!At 12:44 PM 26/07/02, vintersolis wrote:
>does anyone have any number i can call for help..... i am 16 and have
>been having bad symptoms for 2 years..... It started when i was 5 but
>now i feel pain and confusion.... my anxiety is getting worse.. and
>my sense of touch.. i can't feel things like i used to..i feel
>disconected from my body....and all the faces i see no longer look
>real...everything merges together...i feel completly alone...like
>there is no soul it is all illusion, just some thought of one higher
>self.. and i will fade away.. merge in along with it... i can't
>sleep, i stay up all night terrified something is going to
>happen...and finally fall asleep at 4:30am every night.... i don't
>want to go anywhere... i don't know how i can live my life... my
>family doesnt understand what is going on and doesnt believe
>me.......my mom will have nothing to do with it and gets mad if i
>mention it bc she is christian and thinks i'm into evil
>things................. i dont know what to do... is it normal to
>have at my age... i dont understand what is happening...
>
>jena..

>
>

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