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To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/26 12:44
Subject: [K-list] i need help..
From: vintersolis

On 2002/07/26 12:44, vintersolis posted thus to the K-list:

does anyone have any number i can call for help..... i am 16 and have
been having bad symptoms for 2 years..... It started when i was 5 but
now i feel pain and confusion.... my anxiety is getting worse.. and
my sense of touch.. i can't feel things like i used to..i feel
disconected from my body....and all the faces i see no longer look
real...everything merges together...i feel completly alone...like
there is no soul it is all illusion, just some thought of one higher
self.. and i will fade away.. merge in along with it... i can't
sleep, i stay up all night terrified something is going to
happen...and finally fall asleep at 4:30am every night.... i don't
want to go anywhere... i don't know how i can live my life... my
family doesnt understand what is going on and doesnt believe
me.......my mom will have nothing to do with it and gets mad if i
mention it bc she is christian and thinks i'm into evil
things................. i dont know what to do... is it normal to
have at my age... i dont understand what is happening...

jena..

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