To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/26 06:20
Subject: Re: [K-list] New here and very scared!! HILLARY
From: shunyatauk
On 2002/07/26 06:20, shunyatauk posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Kathi <moonchildpnATnospamy...> wrote:
>
> Oh Hillary, thank you SO much!!!!!! Your letter just awakened ALL
kinds of emotions in me and made me cry profusely!!! Thank you,
hon. I don't feel so weird now! It's soooo great to know that
others have been through, or are going through, the same thing!!!! I
agree with you about the death of ego! That's what I've been
thinking, so it was a nice verification. I also agree that it was
Sammy's death that prompted such a deep and profound activity
lately. Thanks so much for your wonderful words of comfort!! Love
and Blessings Always, Kathi
> DruoutATnospama... wrote:In a message dated 7/19/2002 9:04:36 AM Pacific
Daylight Time, moonchildpnATnospamy... writes:
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> I THINK it may be part of the K. awakening, but I'm not real sure.
Would like some advice on it, if possible.
> First off, I've been having a LOT of brain activity, where it feels
like the inside of my brain is being moved around!! I know it sounds
nuts, but it's like someone is in there making adjustments!! LOL!!
>
> Dear Kathi,
>
> Yes! :)) Many K-active people feel "worked on."
>
> Then I get this AWFUL electrical surge through my whole being!! It
feel's as though a bolt of lightening is going through me!!! I am
paralyzed and when I try to scream, I can't! I shake and shake and
shake, just as if I'm being electrocuted!! Is this normal???
>
> It's pretty normal for those who are K active! Feeling paralyzed
often accompanies the vibrations. I'll often wake up during the
night buzzing with energy and unable/unwilling to move for a while.
>
> It's gotten to the point where I'm afraid to close my eyes at
night!! As soon as I
> start drifting off to sleep it happens, so it makes me afraid to go
to sleep!
>
> Yeah. It is when the body is relaxed that the energy can operate
on one more easily. Once you realize that the energy is a positive
thing, the fear goes away and the energy can turn to bliss.
>
> I think I may have even had this as a child, because I remember a
few times being so afraid that I couldn't speak or move and it always
happened at night.
> I don't feel any activity in my spine, though. It's always
movement and buzzing within my head!! Do you think this is K, or
should I see a Dr.???
>
> I feel jolts in the spine during the day from time to time, but my
usual k energy shoots from the perineum to the brain. It never hurts
to see a Dr. to check things out, but it certainly sounds like K to
me!
>
> > I had a dream a few months ago that there was something seriously
wrong inside
> >my brain and that I was going to die soon. I don't know if that
was a prophetic
> dream or just telling me that my life was about to change.
>
> I would guess that your dream was referring to "ego" death.
>
>
> Sure would appreciate any input from anyone who is enlightened on
this subject. What in the world causes K. anyway???
>
> Many things! The death of your dog could certainly have triggered
it. for other triggers check http://kundalini-
gateway.org/polls/po_trig.html
>
>
> I ALWAYS go to bed at night and ask God to protect me so I'm not so
afraid and it seems to help a lot. I've also noticed that I feel
much better in the morning after I have one of these experiences!!!
(both mentally and physically)
>
> Yeah :)) Once you get rid of the fear, you will be in for a
*wonderful* ride! I almost always wake up feeling absolutely
wonderful after the energy has been working on me.
>
> Love, Hillary
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> Mstikal Enchantment's http://moonchildpn.org
> Sammy's Page http://www.moonchildpn.org/OurPreciousBaby.html
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