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Recieved: 2002/07/25  11:48  
Subject: [K-list] perception difficulties 
From: joyspirited
  
On 2002/07/25  11:48, joyspirited posted thus to the K-list: hello dear ones, so nice to join a group such as this. 
i have been able to handle the energy surges and such up till now. my  
master (Huna)teacher has given me an exersise in which works on the  
sacral chakra. apparently i have many blockages there. every time  
(which is only twice so far)i do this exersise, it creates a wave in  
my third eye like my consciousness is trying to wave in and out of  
diminsions. it is very uncomfortable to say the least and i find my  
self in alternate perceptions as the self taught karmic patterns melt  
away to find me with nothing to hold onto anylonger. letting go of  
the mind game has been the hardest for me. how do i get out of this  
warped perceptions of reality and get the hole in my forehead to not  
make me feel like i'm waving in and out of reality or this third  
diminsion i should say.i walk, swim, exersize and yes sink my  
barefeet in the grass and get some sun. itis the only thing that  
helps me to feel okay for the longest. i do my decrees, prayers,  
meditations, but it only helps temporarily and for short periods like  
i just am not getting it yet. 
any advice or elaboration as to what's going on, i would appreciate  
as my mood swings are going nutts and i feel as if i am losing my  
mind which in reality my teacher says i need to do. steady the  
mind,let go and let God,and all will follow. that this is how we come  
into full consciousness by being in our presence right here and now.  
thanks for your time, and may the days find you well, 
melanie joy
  
 
 
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