To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/24 02:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Beautiful Mind Revisited/paranoia
From: siska

> Shall we do a poll on paranoia?
>
> Have you experienced K induced paranoia?

I was paranoid as a child and it got worse on K awakening. Probably reached
it's climax in late teens/early twenties. It mainly manifested in the form
of acute self consciouness, thinking people were staring at me everywhere I
went, imagining the worst outcome of all possible situations etc.

> How did you resolve it?

I don't get it at all now. Seemed partially to have resolved itself
gradually over the years and experiences - but the last chunks got cleared
out during the course of my last two breakdowns/psychological clear outs.

siska

>
In a message dated 7/22/2002 6:45:24 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
> LBra782595ATnospamaol.com writes:

> > Some of what Nash experienced was so close to what my second K
energization,
> >
> > I couldn't believe it. I didn't hallucinate like he did, but the
paranoia
> > made me see "real" people in a completely different light. I was
> > constantly
> > terrified that there was a conspiracy against me....not just the
Russians
> > were looking for me, but EVERYONE was looking for me; trying to catch me
in
> > a
> > moment of responding to energies that it seemed that only I was aware of
so
> >
> > they could haul me off to the psyche ward.
>

>

>

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