To: K-list 
Recieved: 2002/07/23  08:50  
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Beautiful Mind Revisited/paranoia 
From: Druout
  
On 2002/07/23  08:50, Druout posted thus to the K-list: Dear List,
 
Paranoia seems a pretty common aspect of awakening.  I think because we lose  
our filters, everything becomes part and parcel of us--no separation.  There  
is no "me" to be fearful--a heavenly rest.  Then as we "come down" our ego  
safety valve jumps in and our brain tries to make sense of what has occurred  
and uses all sorts of metaphors to rationalize what has happened.  At this  
point all sorts of thoughts can occur.  If we hear the mermaid sing (or  
someone on TV speak), she *must* be singing to us because we hear her.   
Wonderful sublime music!  But then we start to worry why she might be singing  
to us! lol
 
Shall we do a poll on paranoia?
 
Have you experienced K induced paranoia?
 
How did you resolve it?
 
Love, Hillary
 
In a message dated 7/22/2002 6:45:24 AM Pacific Daylight Time,  
LBra782595ATnospamaol.com writes:> Some of what Nash experienced was so close to what my second K energization,  
>  
> I couldn't believe it.  I didn't hallucinate like he did, but the paranoia  
> made me see "real" people in a completely different light.  I was  
> constantly  
> terrified that there was a conspiracy against me....not just the Russians  
> were looking for me, but EVERYONE was looking for me; trying to catch me in  
> a  
> moment of responding to energies that it seemed that only I was aware of so  
>  
> they could haul me off to the psyche ward. 
> 
 
  
 
 
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