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Recieved: 2002/07/22  17:44  
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Beautiful Mind Revisited 
From: Grant -
  
On 2002/07/22  17:44, Grant - posted thus to the K-list: (laugh) 
I watched A Beautiful Mind recently as well. 
I wonder if anyone here going through a Kundalini raising has had the effect  
of pattern distortions, or mathematical realizations popping out everywhere  
at them ? 
Not unlike taking a whopping dose of LSD and mesmerisingly begin stroking  
the beautiful pattern on the wood-grain of your coffee table, or the grids  
on the ceiling of your car. :) 
Or so I've heard
 
-Grant----Original Message Follows---- 
From: LBra782595ATnospamaol.com 
To: K-list  
Subject: [K-list] A Beautiful Mind Revisited 
Date: Mon, 22 Jul 2002 09:44:32 EDT
 
Greetings,
 
I watched this flick for the first time last night.  It left me feeling a  
bit 
disoriented.
 
Some of what Nash experienced was so close to what my second K energization, 
I couldn't believe it.  I didn't hallucinate like he did, but the paranoia 
made me see "real" people in a completely different light.  I was constantly 
terrified that there was a conspiracy against me....not just the Russians 
were looking for me, but EVERYONE was looking for me; trying to catch me in  
a 
moment of responding to energies that it seemed that only I was aware of so 
they could haul me off to the psyche ward.
 
It seemed to me like people were peices on a great quantum chessboard and 
that we were manipulated by divine players in huge groups as easily as a 
human chessplayer moves a single piece.  I could step out of this control if 
I wanted to, but when I did it made me look insane to others.
 
Sometimes it seems like it's a great balancing act--walking the tightrope 
between the spiritual and the physical, integrating parts of the spiritual 
into the physical while threading a path through those who are not "awake" 
yet.
 
ACK!....ground.......ground...........
 
Jason B
 
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