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Recieved: 2002/07/19 11:03
Subject: RE: [K-list] New here and very scared!!! MEREDITH
From: Kathi


On 2002/07/19 11:03, Kathi posted thus to the K-list:


Hi Again! No, I don't think my experiences are from the fibro. I think that Sammy's death has prompted all of this lately......I too have had a terrible time with migraine's in the past, but now I hardly get them anymore! THANK GOD!!! That's really cool that it feels as if your brain is being massaged!!! Life is soooo strange!! I doubt that we can ever fully understand all of this now, while living on earth. It's all just too weird for me!!! Well, I think I'll go for my daily walk now and try to sort through all of this! Maybe more answers will come as I walk. Hugs, Kathi
 
 
 "Meredith, Justin" wrote:so the pain is not a result of the vibrations, correct? that was what i was
asking. i don't experience pain from the vibrations at all. matter of fact i
have experienced the opposite. i suffer from migraines and sometimes when i
feel the vibes they actually release the pressure from the migraine - it
feels like someone is massaging my brain.

i am not sure if your experiences are a result of your fibromyalgia - it
could be. but i would bet that it is from losing your loved one on July 4th.


 
 
 Meredith.....I'm reading some exerpts from that guys
 book on Amazon. It's pretty interesting!! The pain
 really started when I got Lyme Disease back in 95 but
 it has led to fibromyalgia. At least that's what the
 Dr.'s have said. Who really knows though!! ;) it's
 just AWFUL!!! I am hoping that I will somehow be
 helped through all of this that i'm going through now!
 Let's hope so anyway!! It's been so bad that I've
 thought of taking my life many, many times, but never
 would. Just feel like it! Do you suppose it is
 actually related to all of this instead????
  
  
  "Meredith, Justin" wrote:what they are calling K is
 the vibrational experience, which can be a
 precursor to OBEs - especially if you are experiencing
 paralysis! i know it
 may be frightening to be paralyzed but it might lead to
 something better! is
 the pain caused by the vibrations or is it something else?
 
 -----Original Message-----
 From: Kathi [mailto:moonchildpnATnospamyahoo.com]
 Sent: Friday, July 19, 2002 9:32 AM
 To: Meredith, Justin
 Subject: RE: [K-list] New here and very scared!!!
 
 
 
 Hi Meredith,
 
 
 How come we can't just hit reply on this group??? I've
 never seen that
 happen before on any other Yahoo group. Oh well. Thanks
 for replying. So
 you think it's just a precursor to an OBE and not K??
 Regarding your
 question of pain, the answer is YES!!! I am in constant
 chronic pain and
 have been told that I have fibromyalgia. There isn't
 one spot on my body
 that is without pain. What does that have to do with
 it?? Just curious! I
 will check out that book you spoke of. Thanks. Kathi
 
 
 
 "Meredith, Justin" wrote:
 
 
 Hi Kathi
 
 when you reply to the K-List you have to manually - but
 i see that you just
 figured that out so that is good. i was going to answer
 your question anyway
 (isn't that weird?) because i am familiar with your
 predictament.
 
 while i don't experience paralysis from the vibrational
 state, i know that
 it is a common experience. i don't know if you are
 familiar with the author
 Robert Monroe, but he describes this state exactly as
 you have described it
 in his book "Journeys Out Of Body". you should read
 this book - it will
 probably help you understand a little more about this
 state - as it is a
 precurser to OBEs.
 
 are you experiencing any pain from this state (my guess
 is that you are
 not)? from a physcial and physiological standpoint,
 nothing is wrong. the
 vibrations are really no cause for concern, there are a
 lot of people that
 have this same experience. Monroe's book is a really
 good start for you i
 feel on understanding this a bit more as it seems that
 you are having
 similar experiences...
 
 
 
 Hello Group!
 
 
 My name is Kathi and I just joined this group last
 night, because I need to
 understand what in the heck is going on with me!! I'm
 sure you've all heard
 this a million times, but please bear with me, as it's
 pretty new to me!
 
 
 All of this actually started with me back in 1972 when
 it happened a couple
 of times and I had NO idea what K. was so it REALLY
 scared me back then,
 when I was in my early 20's, but it's just now started
 happening again ALL
 the time and although it still frightens me, I THINK it
 may be part of the
 K. awakening, but I'm not real sure. Would like some
 advice on it, if
 possible.
 
 
 First off, I've been having a LOT of brain activity,
 where it feels like the
 inside of my brain is being moved around!! I know it
 sounds nuts, but it's
 like someone is in there making adjustments!! LOL!!
 
 
 Then I get this AWFUL electrical surge through my whole
 being!! It feel's
 as though a bolt of lightening is going through me!!! I
 am paralyzed and
 when I try to scream, I can't! I shake and shake and
 shake, just as if I'm
 being electrocuted!! Is this normal??? It's gotten to
 the point where I'm
 afraid to close my eyes at night!! As soon as I start
 drifting off to sleep
 it happens, so it makes me afraid to go to sleep!
 
 
 I think I may have even had this as a child, because I
 remember a few times
 being so afraid that I couldn't speak or move and it
 always happened at
 night.
 
 
 I don't feel any activity in my spine, though. It's
 always movement and
 buzzing within my head!! Do you think this is K, or
 should I see a Dr.???
 I had a dream a few months ago that there was something
 seriously wrong
 inside my brain and that I was going to die soon. I
 don't know if that was
 a prophetic dream or just telling me that my life was
 about to change.
 
 
 Sure would appreciate any input from anyone who is
 enlightened on this
 subject. What in the world causes K. anyway???
 
 
 Thanks for listening.
 Love and Light,
 Kathi V.

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