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Recieved: 2002/07/17 08:30
Subject: RE: [K-list] Energy Shifting, Pain and the Big Sunspot Explosion
From: Meredith, Justin

if i had a recurring chronic pain (which i am not sure if this is the case
for you) i would get a medical diagnosis first and then try hollistic
medicine / reiki. you never know for sure if it could be something serious
until you get it checked out.

 
 
 
 Greeting all,
 
 Thanks Susan and Yami for sending the notice of the
 Sunspot Explosion, as I read this today it triggered
 another possible explanation for what I am currently
 experienceing.
 
 I had a very painful night. I'd had a good day and a
 good hour of meditation, before bed. I was noticing
 some strange pain in my belly and it went up through my
 collar bones, was having a hard time taking a breath, a
 deep one really hurt. I'm housesitting at the moment
 and just attributed it to shifts in my living
 arrangements. I was waking up through out the night in
 extreme pain....I'd stretch, I'd moan, I'd breath, I'd
 surrender....I'd get back into sleep again and then
 more intense pain the next time I came back to consciousness.
 
 I had to keep reminding myself....It's just energy
 shifting, clearing my being; maybe an astro aspect, I
 remember a year ago haveing a similiar thing
 happen....maybe a psychic smack, maybe the sunspot energy?
 
 I was seriously considering go to ER around 3 am. I
 didn't want to, I started to remember bits and pieces
 of ideas that had been shared in the past about dealing
 with pain....
 
 breathe in faith, breath out fear
 
 Surrender....MAS's technique
 
 Pain is really an aspect of bliss....Let
 go....intellectually I got the concept, though still
 wasn't getting the bliss relief.
 
 Took a hot bath and used the whirlpool to help my
 physical being relax, I was so tense, did some more
 surrendering.
 
 This morning I am still feeling pain, not as intense
 though still present, mostly in my low ab, diaphram,
 some tightness in my breathing, on up to collarbones, I
 don't sense it is a heart attack thing, if anything,
 feels like a ruptured ovarian cyst.
 
 I am asking for any other thoughts, ideas etc on how to
 continue to surrender to this "whatever", pain is not
 something I am not as good at tolerating/being with
 that I'd like to and I'm asking for helpppppp! I would
 like cultivate my tools, so if this happens again....my
 toolbox will be fully loaded. I am also open to any
 healing energy/thoughts anyone would like to send my
 way to assist my transformation for my highest good.
 
 Thanks bunches, Shadow Kat
   

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