To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/10 20:11
Subject: [K-list] Re: Thought Forms - True Confessions
From: david bozzi
On 2002/07/10 20:11, david bozzi posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Kenneth Chipman"
> I'm not claiming to have been a shaman, but I'm not saying I wasn't.
You were,
...for brief instances
(that's a start)
> I am confessing to shutting myself down a few times.
More that a few times.
Come on!
That's where we are all brainwashed!
And every once in awhile
some clown
doesn't shut him or herself off
for just a sec
(like you haven't)
and then spouts to you
(with the exact same dilemna)
that...
(well you know the rest)
> It was very painfull, and I haven't reopened again.
And It's not going to reopen
until you are honest enough
to remember exactly
how painful it was...
> Why? Fear, plain and simple.
It's only plain & simple
as you acceptingly experience It
(but if you're telling me about it;
you've made It quite complicated)
> I'm getting kinda tired of running from it
If you are telling me you are tired of running from It,
you are not!
> and my health has been on a downward spiral.
I will that your Health flourishes.
Furthermore, my will only matters
if you match It...
> Now that I think about it, it wasn't even my own fear (here comes
> the martyr\saviour routine) I shut down to work on a lower level.
> Strange, because the most I can do to help people is to open up and
> be who I Am.
You don't know how do that...
That's fine,
99.9% of Us don't
that's the norm!
Ok,
so what do you do?
(or perhaps more likely *don't* do)
that delivers you/us from
the 99.9% percentile to the ...?
> Mystresses comment about being a slave to Goddess when in duality
> and being Goddess when not really struck home to me. Well, I've
> never been Goddess, just God Self.
You are very confused
just work with *THAT*!
Goddess/God Self are inseperable...
But forget that...
Pretend your confusuion
is a bastard child
you've fathered...
> I've been a bahhd slave.
Christ!
You're not slave!
(jesus, can't you see that?)
> Well, maybe not. You know it's funny, I have discovered that
> sometimes (at least) even when I go against guidance things work out
> just fine anyways. Just not as much fun, excitement, magic or
> Kooondahhhleeneee.
>
> Kundalini fun and exciting? Well, it's extremely demanding (in a
sense), and amazingly rewarding.
You don't strike us
as having being Rewarded...
(do you?)
> My most successful approach has
> been...I'm just doing a practice (you know like in Zen, sit on
> little black cushion for 12 years, maybe get a little satori)
> nothing special, just something I do like brushing my teeth.
And, God don't forget to brush your
fear, anger & confusion!
David
(has no clue about what he said but will surrender to whatever
possible Implications were Intended...)
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