Recieved: 2002/07/09 10:08
Subject: [K-list] Re: Partner Issues
On 2002/07/09 10:08, shivahmurti posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "lavinaleone" <lavinaleoneATnospams...> wrote:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "shivahmurti" <shivahmurtiATnospamy...>
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Christopher Wynter
> > wrote:
> >> To me, that is a practical expression of Love ..
> >> something that I and Fiona share ..
> > Who is contesting that?
> Joshua? although not in so many words.
I am not contesting that. He acts like he is fighting a battle but
nobody has contradicted him. Do not put words in my mouth.
> >> and I have the utmost respect and gratitude for Fiona
> >> and her Focus in her own process to the best of
> >> her ability in any moment .. and for her support of
> >> me
> > Sounds like you should tell Fiona.
> What makes you think he doesn't?
My point is Why is he telling us. He is posturing online. If he has
something to tell her he should tell her and not waste our time.
> >> I can also assure you that the Union of Male and Female
> >> as .. not only polarities .. but also human beings in
> >> the consciousness that I wrote of in the "LifeStreams"
> >> post, is something that cannot be described in words ..
> >> and I'm not even going to try ..
> >Ooh! Your so special.
> Ooh! I think so too. : ) Here is a person who has opened up
> to voice his appriciation for someone to a large group of
> people. He tells us of a relationship that is working, of two
> people who have found growth, for both of them. That is special.
> Most of what we read these days is of how people want this but
> don't find it.
He is toxic. Everything he says is a manipulation for attention. He
is not growing and is sucking ether. He is a shaktisucker, a psychic
vampire. Everything he does is avoidance of learning, growing, and
self-responsibility. Your not doing him any favors by protecting his
> I read Joshua's post. The bitter me, that sometimes finds it
> to see what I had once in others, now. I will be more careful, I
> think, in the future to get past the bitterness and hold dear the
> love and contentment that seems to be far away sometimes.
> Thank you Christopher for reminding me. And to you too Joshua for
You do not SEE yet.
> I took a peek at something else Joshua shared with the list,
> because I wondered if he is always this bitter and found this:
> >Whenever one is unappreciated it diminishes you a little. I use
> >word depreciate. It kill you a little. In this day and age it is
> >important to protect oneself.
> so, your way of protecting yourself is to depreciate others, first?
> >Appreciation is the only payment for the priceless. -JS
> I presumed JS was you, Joshua Shivahmurti
> I don't agree that most of the communication on this list is done
> with words. The words I read point me in a direction, but the
> communication takes place on a much deeper level.
Yes I agree but first the words must be there to point the way. All
of his words point to himself.
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