Recieved: 2002/07/08 15:21
Subject: [K-list] Hi Kristys Rant :0
From: Stormymouse :P
On 2002/07/08 15:21, Stormymouse :P posted thus to the K-list:
I just havent posted much in a while have been avoiding it a bit. I am like a completely different person in a matter of a couple of weeks. My energy is really in my heart chakra right now but I am releasing one thing after another just constantly from my solar plexus and heart. I am really working with the anger blocks now big time. I have tons of childhood trauma that I am rapidly releasing now. It really helps me to get this all out I guess but I hardly recongnize myself any more. I still love everyone I mean I am not hateful but I am easy to spark I guess I am just so damn opinonated lol guess it is from all those years of keeping my mouth shut. Anyway not sure if I like this newer me or not. I respect all people but I always tried to just sit back and stay out of all discussions I disagreed with as much as possible. Not anymore lol wow I always have to put my input in now. I am sure that some of this will go away as soon as all this anger is release but I see so many changes already so not sure what I will be like. I know this is an important step for me becuase there are things that sent chills up my body to think about and I am able to do it much better now with less fear too. I still have so many blocks in my chest though I feel them and when one releases the other comes up some of them give me visions also some I understand some I dont. Anyway I may seem different but am really still full of love even though it may not look like it so much lol. Anyway am sooooo happy to have at least made it to this point I am ready to release all of this.
Well Love and Light
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