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Recieved: 2002/07/01 12:00
Subject: [K-list] Re: K and rec drugs and surrender
From: A.S.A.

On 2002/07/01 12:00, A.S.A. posted thus to the K-list:

Hi Laura

I'm happy to hear that you are recovering. I feel deep compassion for
you..

I also have alot of experience from many different psychoactive
substances. I do not use psychedelics anymore..
A thing with shrooms and other psychedelics is that you may be
revealed more information than you can handle or totally misleading
information wich can result in a nervous breakdown and alot of
confusion.. Your natural "safety system" is turned off and your body
might aswell have much imbalance and blockages wich can lead to
horrifying experiences.. as you might be aware of..

As I look at it now, I do think the drugs are different entities..
External parts of my Self... And you let them enter your body, you
give your power away..

 i thought i was wisened to know
> my limit and my setting.
>
> i guess that i was wrong.
> i keep forgetting that i have active k and am changing.
> i start feeling good, think i am strong enough, and then get kicked
in the
> ass.

You will never know your limits Laura cause you are limitless being..

> mostly, i am trying to not put a negative judgement on what
happened, or to
> blame myself for being stupid, and accept that there might have
been
> something highly therapeutic and educative in being forced into
such intense
> surrender like a baby being born with no control over movement.

Yes.. this experience has given you much insight.. allow yourself to
feel it.. : )

Be gentle on yourself..

Love, Åsa

 

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