To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/06/28 16:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: The Great DoG Scooby Doo [ Kenneth ]
From: Christopher Wynter
On 2002/06/28 16:07, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Kenneth ..
a few comments ..
but I've also received a couple of off list replies to this
and I would hope that the authors of these might post
them to the list as well, because their experiences will
add to your understanding .. and they definitely add to
the picture that I am trying to pain with words ..
At 29/06/02, you wrote:
> I've had access to this knowningness for a long time, at least since I
> was a teen, and often used to guide life decisions, some times more than
> others.
My experience is that everyone that I have worked with
has access to this knowingness from very early childhood
but it is shut down by society, state and religion to the
point where it is made wrong .. and thus we "fall out"
with the "abundance_of the_universe" because to have
this knowingness is akin to "being_one_with_god"
>In your description it sounds like it is a method for accessing stored
>information. In my experience I come out with all sorts of 'strange' stuff
>I Never read in any book...for example planetary connections with fingers
>and physical organs...then later when I check up on it, yes the
>information is available in books, but I never read them.
Every discovery, every thought, every connection is all
part of the "Universal_Consciousness" that I write about,
sometimes called "Big Mind" .. sometimes called "The Mind
of God" .. we all have access to this - it is our birthright ..
and the birthright of every man, woman and child on this
planet .. yet made so wrong by religion down through the
ages .. witchcraft and other labels come to mind .. with
the associated religious persecution ..
This is the essence of "wicca" - but it is also what the ancient
writers write of in their "spiritual texts" before the Theists
got hold of them and translated them into some mystical terms.
The metaphors in the Bible are about this .. this is their
"Voice of God". The "Bhagavad Gita" writes about this .. and
THE Buddhist texts are full of the Psychology of this state.
English translations of Hindu Philosophy are full of Metaphors
for the archetypes that exist in big mind into which this body
of information is roughly divided - but in the west, they have
been referred to as "deities"
>During times in my life where I have relied almost exclusively on this
>knowingness to guide my actions I end up in very (chuckles) strange
>situations, and my poor 'small mind' looks down and it's as if there is
>nothing under my feet...this sort of behaviour usually ends up with some
>major personal upheavals and transformations (the tower is falling) and
>during these times if I ever look at T. cards, for instance, for
>information they all come up major arcana. Then, if I push it, Kundalini's
>got me by the nose zipping me past those 'transpersonal layers' and beyond
>the void and my finances go totally to shit. I end up wondering why, and
>then I really am a Budha with a bowl.
My experience was similar - a doubt born of imprinting and
conditioning - a non_acceptance_of_WHO_I_am - a separation
from "The_Source_of_ALL_supply" .. effectively, a separation
from from the essence and the fabric of "All_that_Is".
Money is one symbol for this abundance, knowledge is another,
wisdom is another .. but, in our linear mode of thinking, patterns
have been set in our own small minds that we are not worthy of
all_of_this .. that we can only have one thing or another but
not ALL ..
We are taught not to think of "self" - not to be "selfish" - and so
the unconscious of our physical body rejects EVERYTHING as
something that "we_are_not_worthy" (a very good religious phrase).
Relating this to the K experience .. this is the energy - the
essence if you like of K. We have been taught to live at a distance
from all things, including our selves.
The Star of David is a classic symbol which, correctly drawn, shows
two interpenetrating triangles - a red one and a blue one.
This is the interpenetration of the "Universal Consciousness"
which is "out there" (The_Spirit_of_God) (which is the essence of
the Hebrew * Ab * - corrupted into "Masculine" )
with
"The_Spirit_of_Man" which is the essence of the Hebrew "Em"
corrupted into the "Feminine")
So you have what some describe as
the Union of "God_with_the_Goddess"
which is, by correct translation, the "weft and the weave of the cloth"
again corrupted in western spirituality in the understanding of the
sanskrit word "Tantra"
Thus is also the "Yog" of "Yoga" -
and takes place in the "Heart Centre" where the
"Consciousness_of_Matter" and the "Concsiousness_of_the_Universe" meet.
Effectively, then, the Throat Chakra opens and we become
the "Living_Expression_of_this_Union".
In other words, we become the physical expression of
Universal consciousness ..
Scary stuff .. ?
Yup .. it took me a loooooong time to figure it out .. and I am not
prepared to say that I have all of the words and understanding yet
but I also know that there are still imprints in me which are keeping
me separate - (but even that statement may be a layer
of self_protective_denial). -
Somewhere in the deep recesses of my cellular knowing, I have inner
sights and knowing of what this state is like .. and there are images
in the world of "Big_Mind_out_there" of what this state is like - mostly
astral projections from all sorts of people that have clumped toether
into "angels" and"masters" .. again collective archetypes ..
and the process is to allow the merge of these outer and inner images
beyond what the linear mind understands into what the "heart_mind"
already knows ...
This is the merging of "Eastern_and_Westerm_Spiritual_Myth"
>Is there any way for a working Joe to experiencing this without the
>financial catastrophy?
I got off on a tangent here .. wrote a few things that my mind needed
to see, read and understand.
I don't know whether I have answered your question - or given you
some food for thought ..
However, I thank you for the opportunity to write this .. and welcome
your feedback ..
== Christopher Wynter
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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