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Recieved: 2002/06/21 19:55
Subject: [K-list] Re: throat chakra
From: lionessbleu1
On 2002/06/21 19:55, lionessbleu1 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Kristy,
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Stormymouse :P" <stormymouse25ATnospamm...>
wrote:
> Hello! I have to be honest with you I am really scared now what do
you mean get in under control before it burns me out or fries my
brain. I dont know how to get it under control I guess I had just
hoped it would do get under control itself eventually.
I think your intuition here is correct Kristy. What is happening to
you is normal and natural. Trusting in this process is the most
appropriate approach.
> And what do you mean by "turn to the darkside of all the chakras"
are you meaning like a negative energy thing.
I have not heard this before but hey, I don't claim to know
everything. There is nothing wrong or evil about the dark aspect of
ourselves. It is the nature of duality. The darkness is just as much
a part of us as the light. Can't have one without the other or we get
out of balance. Learning about our dark side is a natural part of
learning self mastery.
>I just feel so lost now I have to admit I really thought I was doing
ok but you have me thinking and wondering if I am in way over my head
by myself but I cant afford a guru or anything I just have to make it
on my own or with books.
No, you are not in over your head. You are moving along at the pace
that is just right for Kristy. The kundalini energy is intelligent
and wants to work with you and help you grow not work against you.
> This throat chakra stuff about has me in tears I am wondering if I
am ready I keep telling myself that God must think Im ready and that
it will only happen if it is for my higher good but I am so scared
now.
I think your intuition is right on the money. Trust your intuition.
That's what I do and have done with my kundalini adventure. K has
never let me down.
>I have come to wonder is there really a way to control K and what is
control?
Some people feel they can but there are a lot of people who tell you
that you can't...one of them is me. I have been able to negotiate
with k. Sometimes she agrees and sometimes she doesn't. Who knows
what control is? I don't.
>I feel the emotional blocks releasing all the time and I keep
thinking I am getting closer, but to what?? What is my ultimate
goal?
Somewhere, somehow, we have learned to fear getting better. I think
you will find out. I didn't get to know all the answers immediately
either. I still don't know all or even one fourth of the answers. :)
>I have so many fears and one of my greatest being death I repress
this one and try and pretend like it isnt one but everytime something
major happens I think OMG is this it , I guess I am a hypochondriac
that is why the warnings and stuff have always been so serious to
me.
Don't repress fear, embrace it for it has something to teach you.
What you fear the most grows bigger because that is where you place
your intent and energy. You can focus on peace instead of this. We
all at one time or another fear death. Some of it is necessary cause
it keeps us from doing stupid things and putting ourselves in danger.
Some of it is unnecessary. What is that you are actually afraid of?
Naming your fears is the first step to understanding them.
>This is another one of those really tough times for me that I go
through every month or so where I think I cant deal with life. If
you ask me I wouldnt take my K awakening back for anything but why do
I have such periods of fear makes little since but then what does?
We all go through these cycles. It is part of the process. Eventually
fear gets less and less and peace and calmness are more ever present
in your life. It can be a B*tch in the beginnig but there is an end
to it. I promise. :)
>Anyway Im sure in a week I will be ok again but this is a really
rough time that is all.
You are not alone. Many of us here stand around you with our hands
outstretched to you if you need some help. You are in the best
possible place you can be. :)
> As far as the process the K had activated all of my chakras but it
wasnt the classic burning up the spine as it rised like it usually is
this time they seemed to be all working together in unison it was
very different cant explain to well.
Some of us don't do things the traditional, classic way. That is OK
too.
You are doing fine. Your heart is telling you good stuff. That's what
you need to listen to.
Deep peace to you,
Susan
> Love and Light
> Kristy (and thanks everyone for your insight so far)
>
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